Today was great. Good and fun filled but guess I'll talk about it another time.

got some stuffs hanging on my mind. all sights and sounds, what a rush. sometimes i feel life brings you perfect moments, and they always just have to slip away the next. there is always that need to grab it before it goes away, but somehow i just let it go. always feel that if its going to live in my memory again, it will return and fufill what it has to do. and i dunno if i am right doing this

lots of blogs are closed locked sealed up. would i ever close my blog, i find there isnt a need to do that currently, cuz only these words are just for my eyes, and sometimes im just speaking to myself through the words here. its therapeutic. i also wish to read comments from my friends, that's part of the whole fun. plus the new songs ive added, if you hear it and feel the wind and someone appears in your mind, youuuuu are getting somewhere. i'm just talking shit. just really sleepy but getting nowhere, because i just don't feel like sleeping and i know i am not alone on this

i know i shouldnt be mulling over bits of things that i keep, okay perhaps they are the huge bits but im just ignoring it. pretending is the worst thing ever to do. but let known my circumstances, you would probably agree tooooo, i should just close both eyes and time decide for me, sounds sad.
errrrrrrm, cuzzz its just like flickering lights of zooming vehicles, and theres a stop now, a glance from me to enjoy the beautiful view. when the light turns green, mine will turn left, yours probably goes the other way. every meeting will be nothing more but a chance encounter and no more that warm resassurance. i wont go with the flow for this.
whats afraid of breaking, you know whats afraid of breaking?

my hands are so cold while typing this, the weather is cold and wet, like common flu.

pink and blue, because of a kindness, pretty colours are seen everywhere
its lovely, really