yoochunissinginginthebackground.heyaall,
testsarecoming,imuststartstudyingbutifeellikesleepingallthetime
imisstalkingtobestie,iwanttotellhersomanythings.
likethewayitracedyourbackview.mythoughtsareiwonderifyouwilleverknowbutheck
therearesomanystuffstobedoneiwanttojustlistentomusicalldayandstareattheceiling
andwatchthedaygoby

weshouldallbelikestargirl.shenoticesallthelittledetailsthatnoonedoes
andshecheersforeverything.
butwhenleotellsherpeoplearestartingtoavoidhimbecauseofherweirdness,
shedecidestochangeforhim.
andchangeshedid.butdeepdownsheisnothappyatall,
herhappywagonwasdowntoonlytwopebbles.
finallyataball,leodidnotaskedherandshewasslappedbyagirlwhodidnotlikedher
butguesswhatshedid.
shekissedhergentlyonthecheek,neverdidhatedher
andtheyalldidneverseeheragainafterthatday.
shemovedaway.
butmemoriesofleoshedidnotleavebehindbuttookitwithher.
witheveryrisingsunandthemarkersheplanted,
shethoughtofleoandsenthimaquestion.
thatwaswillweevermeet.

whyshouldwecareofwhatpeoplethinksandwhattheysay.
ifeelsomuchaboutit.lookwhatitmademe.
heckijustwanttorunandrunandnotcareabouthelittlesillystuffsthatarebotheringme.
maybeintheendistillfeelbrokenbutijustignoredit
nowiamwonderingwhyitneverwentaway.

iwokeupfeelinggreatandsunnyandbynight,thatspecialfeelingfades,
iwonderwhatiwassohappyabout.
runningandcryingintherainseemsgood,
youwillneverknowwhichiswhich.tearsstreaming
fromtheeye,raindrops
orexhaustionthatcausesperspiration.
allthecrappyfeelings,awkwardness,avoidingmoments,beingohsosensitive,
justwanttothrowitallaway.