Sunday, February 01, 2009,2:28 PM

Aqua Timez - Sen no Yoru wo Koete This song, haven't listened to it for a long time, it gives me a very weird feeling I cannot describe. Dunno what to make do of it. It's okay, just don't think with it. Oh my wavering heart.
There's a need to let go like the one singing. =]
Friday was a good day, saw my many aunts and uncles. Exchanged greetings, watched some couz played cards. etc.
Yaaaknowthefirstfewmonthsoftheyear,ireckonitslikethat,
dontwanttofigureoutthosefeelingsthatcametomind,whenyouwantsomething
andyoucannotgetit,itsthesamerestlessfeelingsthesadnessandhappinessthatgoeswithit
comesandgoessoquicklywhenitstartedyouneverknowhowitbeganunknowntoobutwhen
itendsyoucanonlyrememberyougothurtthatsquitesadifyouthinkofitweshouldall
learntorememberthehappybitsinsteadsometimesyouthinkyouarestrongenoughandbrave
tostandouttherealonebutactuallyyouarejustbuildingwallsaroundyouandhidingawaythemask
youcarryyouuseittocoverthismaynotbetruebecauseweall
haveourownfeelingsthatweholdwithinwhatwasthosetearsweshedbeforethewait
wastoolongbutthatpersonnevercaresdoyouthinkthat
personknowsallinvainwecryoutbutitwasallpartofthelearningprocess
lookingatjoonpyomakesmewonderiftheresuchapersononearthsofoolishandcute, givinghisall
forsomeonehefeelsworthyofhisheart,hardtosayehiwillquitwondering
lifeistooshorttohate,doyouwannaseethebestineverybodyifyouthinkaboutiteveryonehas
somuchtooffertotheworldtheyjustdonotrealiseitalltheunwantedfeelingsandbeingafraidiwant
toaccepttheirpresencelearnandletgoattimesifeelidonotfeelasgoodasiusedtobefore
thatsucksfeelingsbetraytheymademefallbecame
blindthinkofunwantedunhappiness,thinkbackonthewrongthingsidid,
thesillythingswedid,theycallitwastingyouthbutweseekandgotsomethingout
ofit,andisecretlythetwowhowerewithmegotmuchmorethanmebutwegotourowncoursetotake
feelingswillalwaysbeapartofustheywillneverbegonejustgonnatakeadeepbreathliveon
mysterywingspeace