Just wondering if we can have a christmas party just for us this year like what we discussed on the bus. And next year maybe a year end trip, outta Singapore to somewhere like Taiwan, or somewhere like that, or even countries where people speak in tongues we don't understand so we can all get lost. =X
Must admit, i am acting quite a fool these days, lack of exercise maybe, too much redundant stupid thinking. AHHHHHH, i'm gonna do up my wall.
Motivation HOY HOY HOY!!!
YTD had family dinner, my aunt came too, the location was a place i liked, cuz it was open aired away from the crowds and noises, so it was comfortable. after dinner, the setting was good, we just sat there chatting, laughing, taking in good memories.
Makes me feel like finding a place to BBQ one day with my friends, where the night sky is filled with stars that are countless. or we go picnics under blue cloudless skies, and the weather is just fine, find a grassland that is so pretty you can just lay there and forget the world.
go cycling, go hiking, go mountain climbing, rock climbing, swim in lakes, run in open meadows, breathe in fresh air, ride on horses and gallop away. i really wish for something like that, the world is just so huge.............................. and i am just a small being. but even small are all of us, each of us have something great to offer.
but maybe i am still directionless, i am still scared of venturing out, i still seek comfort and shelter a lot.
i don't want to be stuck.
and this head crammed with thoughts i don't like, the headaches, frustrations, anxieties, worries, THROWWWWWWWW THEM AWAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this pain must go away
everything's gonna be alright!!!!!
Thank you mummy papa for the greatest love i can ever get
