hw, you totally spoilt me when you came all the way just to be at where i am, and to accompany me while i was working, it made working so much bearable and fun. yay.
and now shes asking if im an insomanic. dunno how to spell.

i want to stay awake as much as possible
i want to sleep for as long as possible
i want to smile as brightly as possible
i want to cry a river if its possible
i want to lend you a shoulder
i want to just rest on your shoulder
i want to reach out to the distance and see how far i go
i want to cover and hide
i want to realise that its okay
i have realised it fades
i know it is not constant