Had dinner with yanjie just now! Jap stuff but they weren't good- Then we hung out at my house, watched korean drama again, but this time I wasn't that interested. I was covering my mouth/nose half the time. The haze's getting really bad.
Mid autumn festival isn't like the past years, the moon is so hidden away. I'm left alone at home, not gorging on mooncakes, with no more pomelos in the fridge. But I'm glad! I have the samsoon soundtracks for company. ---

I'm stuck, neither here nor there. Feel so uncertain~ I seriously doubt myself. Ya work hard work hard. What??
There's no determination, no drive, no will to fight, no perseverance, no interest.

It's growing colder.
All my fears turn to rage.